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i don't have much to say... the end of another day... i'm just updating for the sake of updating...

had german school graduation crap today at concordia club. pretty damn boring.

i skipped physics. we got a spare in data, so a bunch of us sat in the cafe playing euchre, and then we all decided to skip our last class and continue playing. twas good. hmm.. i don't understand why people think dan griffin is such an asshole. he isn't. he's quite the friendly guy actually. but i suppose i used to think he was an asshole too. he's nice. i like him. yes, even his "kill yourself" comments are rubbing off on me. anyhoo.

at the german thing..i couldn't keep my eyes off this one girl's hair because it kept reminding me of liz... the girl had dreads. i think she must have just gotten them because i remember seeing her around g-skool, just without the dreads. they look good on her.... but compared to liz's, they're horrible. but it still reminded me of liz. yes, liz is always on my mind.

i was sitting on the top little part of the arm chair thingy in my room tonight... the way i was when she came over last weekend... and i could visualise exactly where she had sat.. where her head was... her smell. everything. and i nearly began crying. i don't know what is WITH these emotions...that nearly make me cry... i'm not sad in any way. i just...well i miss her.

oh..in geometry..we had an interesting discussion about dreams... which later led to discussion about sex, and what constitutes it. lol, all of this discussion was initiated by me...

first, me talking about my dream about andrew dying last night... so then dunja and i mainly (with some input from others) started discussing dreams... and how they are apparently opposite to reality... so, i supposedly am EXTENDING andrew's life by dreaming that he's dead.

and she said it's ALWAYS the opposite... so i'm like, okay, so what if i dream about having sex? what does that mean? am i never gonna have sex? lol. after a little "okay, you're perverted" style comments from dunja... (not really, she was just kinda laughing and mumbling things that gave that impression)... but yeah, she asked that this "dream" was with a guy, right? and i say "nope" and she says that then it isn't sex. and from there we started debating what is and isn't sex.

dictionary definitions are either vague...or say sexual intercourse. and for sexual intercourse would say the typical, penis in vagina thing. *shrugs* i suppose it depends where you look...

i think dan (arnott) probably summarized it best... in a general sense, there is multiple things that would make sex.. so in the general sense, 2 males/females could have sex. but if you look at "sex" in the specific, "intercourse" sense, then no, you need the penis and the vagina.

anyway lol. not that i needed to blab on about this... it was interesting that this was the topic of discussion in a MATH class...lol.

oh and in that same class... we did some arm wrestling... i went against 4 different people.... lost each time. by the end i couldn't hold up at all since my muscles were worn out completely.

i think that starting fresh, i MIGHT be able to beat nicole, or come close to it...and would most likely beat andrew, at least with my left arm. arnott and dunja though... no way. they both do weight-training and stuff... so nope. ain't gonna happen. lol. that was fun. i'm such a loser though. oh well. weakling...

then in chem... i heard marko talking about how he swears jose must be gay... some of the girls were like, no he isn't. and as far as i know he isn't... he's just more... effeminite...

okay.. then marko starts going on about how there was some pride parade in serbia and everyone came out and beat up anyone who participated in the parade. marko said he found this very funny. said something along the lines of "why do they have to tell everyone that they're gay?"

i sorta kept to myself at first, but then afterwards i told him to grow up.. and mrs. ruby walked back in the classroom and heard me saying this, so she asked what was up, and i said that he's immature and closed-minded and she whispers in my ear "all men are" so i just kinda laughed.

oh. and then i continued talking to marko. and apparently he has nothing against gays, he just doesn't think they should show it off and tell everyone... and i'm just like "oh, well i have nothing against germans, but why do they have to have oktoberfest and show everyone that they're german?" but anyway. i'm gonna stop babbling. start sleeping...

i'm off. *zooms away to bed*

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