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Sunday, August 17, 2003 - 4:07 pm

Well, I hadn't updated in a few days, so I might as well...

I'm EXTREMELY tired right now even though I got about... 10 hours of sleep last night. I might go take a little nap after I update this.

So, uh, yesterday was the night of the Hanson concert. Of course, I did not have the pleasure of witnessing that, seeing as the people I know were either a) unavailable or b) really not up for seeing Hanson... and I couldn't go alone. And hell, if I had managed to find someone within the last week or so, it would have been pointless, being that the show was sold out by that point. Yes, I find it just as hard to believe - a Hanson show sold out. Hell, nearly their entire tour is sold out (12 of the 13 shows in the first leg of the tour).

ERRR, wait! Ari's on a mission! Ari needs to find someone to come see Hanson with her! What do I mean? Well, turns out the Toronto show DIDN'T go on, due to the power outtage dealio, and hence is postponed! Now I just have to wait to find out when they'll actually do the show... hope that some people cancel their tickets because of this so that it ISN'T sold out anymore... and then gotta find someone to come with me. Whee! This gives me even MORE of a reason to love this power outtage thing!

Tuesday, August 19, 2003 - 7:07 pm

Wow. Is Ari lazy or what? It is now 2 days later... I just kinda decided to let that sit there... and forgot to update... Hmm.. I don't know what I was going to say the other day...

Well, I suppose I was gonna update on the past events... Thursday, as I'm sure everyone knows, was the wonderous power outtage. I was in the mall, sitting in the food court, just chatting w/ Stephen, Jackie (from gr. 11), and Joanna. Then later Stephen and I were just walking around, got ourselves free slushies since they'd melted and all lol. We saw ONE little convenience store open.. there we saw Sarah, Crystal, and Johanna (sp?).. Yeah. Then we went to my place, hung out there a bit. Stephen left. I just kinda... sat outside and all mostly... later enjoyed the stars with my neighbour in her backyard (well really it's my neighbour's daughter.. the 27-year-old one... Darlene). We saw some of the meteors and saw Mars and whatnot. And I actually went to bed at like... midnight.

I dunno what I did Friday... I don't think I did much. Read a lot. Saturday, I went to the beach. Got myself a niiice little sunburn. All over my arms, chest, back, face... not so much on my legs. It's getting better now. But it was so much fun... well, after it stopped raining that is. It was kinda windy, and there were lots of boats and stuff, and so came pretty big waves. Oh man. Are they ever fun! lol. Nobody went swimming except for Edita, Ani and me. Meli was Ms. Party-pooper as usual, and just sat around in the car the whole time. Meh. Her loss.

Meli spent the night then... Sunday morning we walked over to Wilson Park through the woods... Saw Kevin's softball team win their championship game. Fun enough. Erin Lindsay, Mitch and Lisanne were there. Stef and Nick came later. Hmm... I dunno what I did after Meli left... Probably nothing interesting. Nope. Yesterday was Monday... I saw Hans very briefly... and that's about that.

Today. I saw... *insert loudest drumroll ever heard by (wo)man* Liz. Yes, HER. And *insert second, quieter drumroll* it was alright. I mean... no major emotions that I would have predicted would have come over me. No uh, nervousness, no pain, no anger, no bitterness, NONE of that. It was just... ya know, hanging out w/ Liz. With some inner happiness attached in various aspects (happy to see her again, happy that she's staying, happy to see her happy, etc). And well, I think that with a little assistance from time, I just may be able to move on and just have a nice good friendship with her, without painfully longing for more. It's all good and great and perfect and I'm completely happy. It's kind of ironic in my head. Never thought it'd be like this. Me just... being okay. LoL. I mean... me dealing with it okay. Shit, I never congratumalated her. Need to do that. Stupid me. Tsk tsk. Anyhoo. I'm off to watch some telly. Be back soon.

11:06 pm

Well. I said "soon". Hah. Didn't think I'd take 3 and 1/2 hours. Anyway... Yes. I have congratumalated her now...online. Wish I'd done it in person tho. And since she told me it's okay to mention it... I was talking about congratulating her on her and Jenn's engagement (didn't want to say anything until I knew I wouldn't be violating her privacy).

Okay, well... I wrote a whole lot that I later decided was in no way gonna go up here. Too private. Hmm... I've really stopped being as open. Even knowing that hardly anyone ever reads this thing... I still feel like a lot of these more emotional things I write should not be able to be seen by everyone. They're my personal emotions and they change and fluctuate and everything and I don't want to have to feel the obligation to justify anything that might change, because emotions are just like that... and for once, I feel like I do want a little privacy, because really, I was giving myself none.

Anyway... lol, I'm just talking to Sasha right now. We don't really talk normally. God, he's such a dork lol. A funny ass idiotic dork. But that's why everyone loves him. (Yeah, I know how little sense that makes.. but I think Hans and I were discussing this the other day... how everyone can love him when he's such... an idiot lol). What kind of a person starts a conversation by telling someone to go poo in a tree? I mean, what the hell?! lol. He's drunk. For the first time in a while it seems. Tis fun talking about grrls w/ him though. He claims to know many lesbian/bi chicks, and says he'll find me one. (Hmm... I really should wonder whether I should trust Sasha w/ something like that... who knows what I could end up w/ in my hands. And if my mind wasn't in the gutter maybe sick thoughts wouldn't enter my mind at those words). My neck hurts. Someone come give me a massage? Well, Sasha's off to bed now. Why am I always the last one to stay on/up? Jeez. And hey, he said "tty2morrow" maybe he really plans to follow up on the grrl-search for me =P Maybe I should go to bed too. Maybe in the morning my neck-pain will be gone. No one to help the pain go away now... so sleep it is. Niiiiiiite. (btw, 3:50 am - the time this entry indicates, is the time right now..the end of the entry)

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