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So. Ari's back. From Stef's that is.

I couldn't stay too long since... well I didn't wanna ask to sleep over tonight, and my mom needs to get up early so she said the latest she could pick me up was 11:30... I decided this was okay, since Tuesday is another night.

Tonight, thus far, has not been that great (hopefully it does get better for the rest of the ppl there though). I mean, don't get me wrong, it would have been more boring just sitting here the way I am now..doing nothing basically... but I think everyone was just sort of expecting SO much from this... In a way, I'm glad it didn't turn out to be as big as predicted, because then my mom would have likely noticed that and would have been upset (as far as she knew there was only a few of us getting together at Stef's)... and she likely would not let me go Tuesday. Tomorrow I plan to ask about Tuesday... I'll say Stef's only having me over. Yes, we're just THAT close lol. Right. But meh, it'll work. It'll appear that we had a lot of fun tonight and we wanna get together again, and so I wanna go sleep over at her place. It'll work. I'll come early again, so that she doesn't suspect anything, and yeah... then I'm there till the next day. It'll be great. Actually, I don't expect it to be THAT much fun, since I sorta expect less of a turnout than tonight, so it might not be great... then again, I don't think you need MANY people to have fun... oddly Ryrie's parties have been pretty decent...and those weren't big really. Especially not that first one. Meh. We'll see.

I'm thinking I might have a few drinks, but not enough to get drunk really cuz well... no hangover for Ari thanks. And I figure, what's the point in being drunk? Not like I'm suddenly having more fun... Hmm... maybe just get a nice little buzz - then I get all the positive effects (ie. a little loosened up) with none of the sideffects.

So yes. Masa came w/ me. She left pretty early... like a little after 10 I think. Also at that more or less exact time, Sasha, Jake, Erin, Ethan, and this other dude (Steve? something like that) showed up. Out of nowhere Sasha tells Steve (if that's his name..if it's not, I'll call him that anyway) not to hit on me because I like girls. Then he proceeds to tell me that he's trying to help out my cause... and says I should meet.. Danielle? I think that's who he said. Drunk Sasha isn't always the most coherent person to listen to. But yes.. he'd call me "dykeijana" and a few other names involving the word "dyke" which I can't recall. Someone said the names should be more subtle, like "ducky" and Sasha then said something along the lines of "i like to fuck girls-ijana". Something to that effect. Later he asked me if there were any girls there I'd like to fuck... I dodged that one lol. He don't need to know who struck my fancy. But yes...

Oh God. Hitchman. LoL.. that kid was fucked. He drank... a lot... and smoked up.. and he was just.. oh man. Gave us some good laughs. I can't believe he chugged that much of... GOD knows what was in there (well, so do Ethan, and Meghan and Sasha and...lol). But.. something like 3 or 4 kinds of booze (gin, rum, something else.. tequilla? can't remember), mixed w/ things like Gatoraid, Pepsi, Cranberry Juice... Yeah. They were all sipping it a bit.. I had a sip (it actually didn't taste THAT bad, surprisingly). But then... there must've been like at least a LITRE left in there, and along comes giggling Hitchman. Sasha hands him the booze and tells him to chug. He starts chugging and chugging... until there was no more. I wouldn't wanna be him LoL. He's gonna be pukin' it up pretty bad.

Hmm... Ari is faced w/ a small dilemma. Ari plans to drink a bit on Tuesday... however, Ari does not have a lot of money. To be exact, Ari has $4.26 until September. What should Ari do? Well, first off, Ari should probably stop referring to herself in the third person. Secondly, she should either a) find someone to borrow money off of, b) ask 'rents for Sept. money early (well before going to the party... so it doesn't appear suspicious), or c) forget the booze and not drink. We'll see what works. If someone I am pretty close with will be there, I'll see if they're willing to lend me a few bucks till September... otherwise I'll ask my 'rents for the money... if all else fails, bye bye drinking on Tuesday. Not that I'd horribly mind or anything.

Wow, I wroted a whole lot on just the topic of tonight/Tuesday's parties. Oooh, and guess what? I dislike Bortolussi slightly less after tonight. LoL. I dislike disliking people. So I was looking for a reason not to dislike him. Finally he showed SOME reason later on tonight.

But anyway.. it really does sorta suck that only like.. 30 people showed up. I swear, there were SO many more who were supposed to come - and that's just from what *I* knew... I knew that other people also said they'd bring a few people... and I know Stef was going on an "inviting" spree. I mean... Sid didn't show. Or Julian. Or Sarah/Johanna. Or Stephen. Or anyone else I'd predicted might come... the only person who came that I invited was Masa. Well, and Sasha.. I sent the e-mail to him too, but I figured he'd come anyway, cuz he knows Stef.. and Erin was coming... and Erin would clearly bring Jake.. and when you say Jake, I think Sasha.. and when you say Sasha, I think Ethan.. and Meghan. And so, all of the above were there. But like.. the 20 other people I sent the e-mail to... nope. Stupid people. I'm contacting more people tomorrow about Tuesday. We'll make Tuesday more interesting. I mean, I don't think I'd want to see like... 100 ppl there or anything like that.. but maybe 50'd be a good solid number. Actually, I don't care... cuz, I'd see it go from hardly anyone there... to whatever maximum it decides to reach.. and then back down, until only the people spending the night remain.. which may or may not be a fair number...

Anyway... I'm getting kinda tired. But I don't wanna go to sleep. What to do, what to do? I kinda wish I'd asked my 'rents to sleep over tonight. Meh. Too late now. Well, off I go. Dunno where, or to do what, but, we'll see. Somewhere.. to do something. And if you're Sid, or someone like her, STOP THINKING DIRTY, that's not how it was meant! (You know I love ya, Sid =P)

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